I could have lied. Because I do fall in love with her.
This girl in the train about 30...maybe.
I don't know anything about her. How I supposed to.
Although she's older than me we talked until she asked me how old I am.
I miss her.
Maybe the way she lives, maybe how she lives. with the freedom in one hand and the confident in the other.
She was handsome. I always wanted to be like her.
Was it my fault because I am such a annoying kid or did she think that I could be annoying because I am only 15.
As she talked about my age I felt angry. I could have lied. But i do not.maybe I was to shy to lie..with the fear she would asked me to stay in contact with her.
It's a pity that I am so young and got dumped by a woman who could be my mother.

Ich weiß nicht mehr genau wie es sich anfühlt satt zu sein.
Traurig..ich weiß nicht mal mehr wie Nudeln oder Kartoffeln schmecken.
Der Geschmack dieser Dinge verschwimmt zwischen meiner Kotze und der Toilette.
Wie will man den sonst abnehmen.